Time Flies, Organic Chem, and Dealing with it all

I haven't blogged in awhile, guess that shows I have to much going on?  Actually, I was horrible when it came to keeping a diary, writing a journal, and I guess that's the same.  But yes I have way to much on my plate.  I'm currently avoid studying for my A&P Lab test I have in 3 hours.

My little man is going to be 1 in less than a month now.   Where the heck did the time go?  I was putting together his birthday party invitations and I got all misty eyed with the pictures of him over the last year. Specially from when we were in the hospital.  It's crazy that he is already a little man and not a baby anymore.

I find it heartbreaking every time we retire things; his johnny jumper, his swing, his bassinet, and so many more things.  He isn't such a little guy either, he has been wearing 12 months since he was about 9 months old.  He is already drinking mostly milk, which is fantastic considering the price of formula, eating like a big boy, and getting into EVERYTHING. 

I feel like I don't see him enough these days, I leave the house at about 530 in the morning and get home between 5-530 at night.  He goes to bed by 730, so it's really sad I don't get to play with him as much.  I'm sure he will understand eventually?

Organic Chemistry is really as bad as everyone says that it is! Holy crap, I thought I had hard classes before!  This doesn't even come close.  It's a horrid class, and the worst part is its TWO semesters.  The professor is kind of lame, and the class is 200+ people so the chance of getting one on one interaction and help is IMPOSSIBLE. 

My dear sweet husband thinks I'm one of the smartest people he knows.  He keeps telling me that I will get it and that I always get it.  Oh, boy!!  I certainly hope he is right, like he is every time he tells me to 'simmer down.'  He knows me so well, and I think it frustrates him to see me beat myself up so much about it.  My parents too, they think I'll get it too. 

Thankfully with all the stuff I have going on I have family to back me up.  Without them I don't know what I would do without them.

Plus, all my friends are home and with their families (well mostly) and so I don't have to have the worry on the back of my mind.  AND I will finally have some friends to hang out with again.  It's been a bit of a lonely year without them home.

Big shout-out to my little brother, it's his birthday today!!  Happy Birthday! I miss you and I wish I could give you a big ole hug!!